This is a follow-up to our leading songs this past Sunday. I was reminded and comforted by God that when we sing, when we work, when we serve, we serve and sing to God alone. Standing in front of a crowd of people makes me want to hide and this time, we were singing in front of everyone, exposing ourselves, our limited musical skills and our limited range… This was definitely a lot of HEAT I haven’t experienced in a long time. And boy was I sweating from this heat.
Even through the technical mistakes and the lack of any talent, I was reminded that my worship to God, whether in front of everybody or in my seat, is a personal thing that God desires for us to have with Him. We are worshiping as a congregation, but we are also worshiping as individuals. I realized how critical I had been in the past for the lack of worship by the singers or the music or maybe even criticizing technique (THORNS)… but it was only when I stood in front of everybody, when I was messing up in front of everybody and at points thinking, I really stink (THORNS), I realized that God desired something even greater than singing the right note or strumming the right chord.
He desires for us to come to him and to enjoy Him as we exalt him in song. He wants us to truly see the great disconnect that we have with him, the incredible need for his grace in sending Jesus to reconcile us to Him, and to enjoy a new type of fellowship through our worship and communion with Him. (CROSS) It was a very eye opening experience…
I may not have said it in the past, but I’ve always acted as though my offering had to be perfect or else I shouldn’t offer anything at all. But God reminded me that He will bless whatever we give and make it a blessing. Like the loaves and fish, like seed scattered, like Jesus offering of himself, God will multiply and bless the offering we offer to God. Amen to that (FRUIT).